Hey Caterpillar,
Are you scared of making changes? Do you think the people in your life won't support your efforts? It is understandable if you feel that you are unable or unprepared to make changes that you know you should make.
I do have a question for you...what then? What happens if you continue to do what you're currently doing? Can you live with those consequences of doing nothing?
Change is scary, but staying the same should scare you even more. You don't have to eat the apple in one bite. Try nibbling you will eventually devour it.
As always my beautiful caterpillar, I'm willing to meet you at the edge of your comfort zone...why? Cause that's where real change begins to happen; when you are uncomfortable...So get UNCOMFORTABLE!